hello, i'm crazy.

guh. guh guh ghuh.g hgughg. GUHgh.

i have a huge pile of reading that i need to finish. not for anything, but for me, haha. i'm starting up piano again and working my way through french. i think that sophomore orientation is aug. 30th, and that's when we get our schedules. i'm excited/anxious/slightly irritated, haha. a lot of people have already gotten their advisory notices in the mail (advisory teacher/homeroom thing, basically). i still haven't, ugh. i haven't seen any of my friends in two weeks. they've all been out of town/i've been out of town.

and there's this band that you've been seen on my myspace page like 505084 times since the beginning of the year (or maybe you haven't)... they're called the narcosis design. they're industrial-random and i've really liked their noise since like january or maybe a little earlier. anyway, point being that i really want to see them play a show. unfortunately they're from LA/Orange County/that area...and not seattle, land of starbucks and pine needles. they're kind of unique, at least to me. hahaha. i don't know. anyway i'm really getting frustrated at this point, it having been about nine or so months. anyway. if you really like nine inch nails. or skinny puppy... etc, (which i'm guessing you don't, but i don't know who the heck reads this!) yeah i think that you can hear the influence. even..stuff like u2. ha.

i also really want to see nine inch nails, circa survive, eighteen visions, the strokes, underoath, panic! at the disco, etc play. i wouldn't mind seeing coldplay, but i watched one video of them and it was REALLY bad. so i don't really know. i'm definitely seeing from first to last, atreyu, every time i die, and chiodos on nov. 14, though. yahoo. my dad was having issues with it though..for awhile he seemed to want becca's mom to accompany us into the pit... ...........haha, ummm..no.

soccer started, and i'm kind of annoyed because i wasn't really aware that i had been signed up until a month ago or something, but whatever it doesn't really matter i guess. first practice was today and guess what? we're focusing on core conditioning again! god i love my life. i don't enjoy this sport anymore. i want to take art courses. film. photography. something else that doesn't make me terribly sweaty etc. OH WELL! i'm done complaining about it as of...now.
i'm kind of just rambling and i feel like i'm in a pretty strange mood. so yeah. sorry if this sounds like some crazy person.

my friendship with chelsea is kind of weird now, and to tell you the truth, i don't even really miss her that much anymore. i'm just kind of sick of not seeing her, i guess you could say.

for your reference. page. his voice kind of makes me listen, hah, and he seems kinda crazy but that's okay. kind of like trent reznor. if you know anyone who might like them, tell them. because i think they deserve a larger fanbase.